There are a lot of things I’m fond of; many that I’m crazy about. But somewhere on my journey from childhood to being a twenty-something( :-!) these things that put idiotic grins on my face have faded out of memory, stumbling out of my happiness-basket one after the other.
I used to be crazy about reading books. I started reading in kindergarten. I remember I used to hold my library books like trophies (it was after all the first time in my life I got to choose anything). Later in school, I started gobbling books. I’d scout for fat books, so I could wander about in my parallel universe longer and I’d mourn after every single book got over.
And then I stopped reading books for the same reason I loved them so much. I’d drop everything and anything to get back to them.
I used to be crazy about computer/video games. Some of my happiest memories are those of me and my brother playing for hours together. The Prince of Persia gave way to Tetris, and then a bunch of others till it finally stopped at NFS. And then they evaporated out of my life. It’s been quite some time since I played any of those games. But I remember how the joystick would be my ticket out of the real world.
I still have that little diary of poems and snippets I spent years collecting. I’d actually thought I’d get my collection printed some day. I still read the diary. It still makes me smile. And I still wonder why I never continued. I can’t even remember when that journey hit a roadblock.
Of all the things that got washed away with time, I never imagined sports would be one of them. My idiotic grin grows in direct proportion to my proximity to the sports field. And when I’m on it, you’d probably think I’m on morphine. Incredibly, I gave up sports for some 2 years. And a part of me died without my realising it. Fortunately for me, it came back from the dead after 2 years and my frayed memories turned into a new Technicolor movie.
I’ve decided I’m going to find those missing pieces of me some day. Maybe they will show me the way back to my lost parallel universe – my childhood Utopia.
